30 October 06

I was holding a massive party at this awesome country lodge place. Someone was fishing in the lake and I got a fish hook stuck in my finger. And I was pissed off because someone had slept in my bed and spewed everywhere on the duvet, the sheets, pillows, in between floor boards… And I was sitting talking to J and some people with a few drinks and she had taken over the lease of a shop but then the lady who leased it to her wanted it back. Then that night the party started and there were heaps of people lying around in the grass with cushions etc and bevan was there and then I was looking for S and T was standing by himself across the grass lane and told me she was under the deck getting it on with bevan and I looked under the deck I was walking on and it was another couple. So I walked down the lane full of people walking about holding hands and beer cans. Then I remember walking back on the other side of the field down a row of trees with someone, just talking. And then there were these boys with chainsaws wearing school uniforms like a gang were all sitting on tree branches in these massive macrocarpa trees and sawing through them and sitting on them as they fell into the crowd and then getting off and running back up and doing it again until all the branches were gone and trying to hurt everyone. And I watched in horror and when they had finished I ran towards everyone where they had been lounging (thank god it was round the corner to the trees) and I came across this posh girl about our age who screamed at me to check her little Pomeranian dogs were ok because they had been on a big walk and were tired. And I screamed back at her “look, I organised this whole party and I am responsible, so you can just wait your turn or f*ck off!!” because I knew some people were hurt and she was asking me to look at her dogs!! Then I got as far as the steps to the house and her and her mate came up to me but they were dressed in monk/Indian robes and her friend said ‘that’s her’ and then turned around and walked off giving evils with her boyfriend. Then I went inside and saw A from work sitting beside his girlfriend in a hospital bed. And she was sweet.